Goodnight...

It’s a bit quiet tonight Princess.

I still come home quickly just like I always did you know. I’ve been going to work and trying to get on like you told me I had to. I clean our house and try to take care of it. I don’t always wash the dishes quickly and I don’t want to iron my t-shirts, I’m sorry. I think I’ll paint the walls soon and replace that broken door.

It’s not easy Princess, Especially when I go to sleep. We always went to bed together you remember. Now I just lie there. I know I shouldn’t go to bed too late, but I just don’t want to go. I try not to think about you too much coz you know I just get upset, but sometimes when I come home from work the house just feels so empty. I put the lights and the radio on when I go to work, so that it’s not dark and quiet when I return. I always expect to see you when I come inside and I even say hello to you. But, you’re not cooking any more; you’re not sitting on the sofa or playing the game you liked.

The friends we had don’t visit me now and your sister stopped calling me a while ago. I’ve tried to make some new friends Princess, but I’m afraid I’m not doing very well at it. You know I can’t relax with new people and, I really don’t think I can trust anyone again.

So, if it’s ok, I’m just going to sit at home for a bit longer. Please don’t be too disappointed with me.

I’ll be ok.

I just miss you sometimes.